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elfie_chanWell, I gamed yesterday, and I slept in today. I ate lots of protein, and I'm wide awake.
So, why am I so cranky?
I've been in a bad mood most of today. I don't understand it. It could be because I've been working on the &^*#(@! guest list in Excel for most of the morning...I hate Excel. I mean, it's a good program, but it does many annoying things. I really hate Microsoft. I hate Microsoft a lot. It is useful and convenient, but very irritating.
Today, I would like to retreat into a cave with my computer, notebook, sketchbook, and lots of pens and pencils, and just be creative until my mood improves. Unfortunately, I'm surrounded by people today. It's a wedding sewing day, and so Alex is here. Under normal circumstances, that would be wonderful, and I'm really glad to see him, despite my mood. I love spending time with my mom, too. But I still want to go to my room and avoid everyone. Every word grates on my ear, every suggestion seems like a criticism, even though NOTHING IS DIFFERENT FROM ANY OTHER DAY. Mayhap I need more tea. *sigh* Perhaps I'm PMSing. Or maybe I'm just in a mood. I'm not moody very often, so I s'pose it has to happen sometime. *sighgrowlmutter and kicks computer and ergonomic keyboard and other unfamiliar objects* Grouch. Grouch grouch grouch. Elfie needs a break.
On a positive note, school starts in a week. Yes, that's a POSITIVE note. I'm quite excited. I get to take three classes that apply to my major (yay!): Watercolor, Intro to Graphic Design, and Publication Design and Production. I have to sit in on the Publication class and wait for people to drop it so that the teacher can add me, but I am confident that this will work. It has before. ^__^
My tea is cold. I s'pose I should get back to work. I know I have responsibilities, but there are times when I wish I could just forget all the other demands on my time and do what I want. I hate being told what to do...darned pride of mine. Ah, well.
So, why am I so cranky?
I've been in a bad mood most of today. I don't understand it. It could be because I've been working on the &^*#(@! guest list in Excel for most of the morning...I hate Excel. I mean, it's a good program, but it does many annoying things. I really hate Microsoft. I hate Microsoft a lot. It is useful and convenient, but very irritating.
Today, I would like to retreat into a cave with my computer, notebook, sketchbook, and lots of pens and pencils, and just be creative until my mood improves. Unfortunately, I'm surrounded by people today. It's a wedding sewing day, and so Alex is here. Under normal circumstances, that would be wonderful, and I'm really glad to see him, despite my mood. I love spending time with my mom, too. But I still want to go to my room and avoid everyone. Every word grates on my ear, every suggestion seems like a criticism, even though NOTHING IS DIFFERENT FROM ANY OTHER DAY. Mayhap I need more tea. *sigh* Perhaps I'm PMSing. Or maybe I'm just in a mood. I'm not moody very often, so I s'pose it has to happen sometime. *sighgrowlmutter and kicks computer and ergonomic keyboard and other unfamiliar objects* Grouch. Grouch grouch grouch. Elfie needs a break.
On a positive note, school starts in a week. Yes, that's a POSITIVE note. I'm quite excited. I get to take three classes that apply to my major (yay!): Watercolor, Intro to Graphic Design, and Publication Design and Production. I have to sit in on the Publication class and wait for people to drop it so that the teacher can add me, but I am confident that this will work. It has before. ^__^
My tea is cold. I s'pose I should get back to work. I know I have responsibilities, but there are times when I wish I could just forget all the other demands on my time and do what I want. I hate being told what to do...darned pride of mine. Ah, well.
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